Monday, April 23, 2007
Clean
Feeling good in the neighborhood. No more fits waking me at 5am to step out and get high. I really am a pot addict. I always have to have my own supply. Smoking socially has never been a desirable option. With alcoholics, even after a long period of abstinence, if they go back to drinking their need to drink does not diminish with time. You go right back to needing as much as you did the day you quit. Your body doesn't reset unfortunately. I wish I could just smoke here and there but I can't. So I think it's time to really quit. I can't believe I'm saying that...
